Just being frank…
The saying goes, "Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never harm me." And that is so not true! Words may not harm you physically, but it does emotionally.
I’m lucky to say that I’ve never been a really serious fight with anyone before. And knowing my charactor, how could I? I’ve always kept my cool when it comes to my friends sa that no parties would get hurt. But the worst punishment anyone can give me is silence. When someone doesn’t speak to you, there will surely be tension. But the torture of thinking of what I’ve done wrong? How can I make it up to her? Will she forgive me? Why did I say those things? This is all my fault! How could I be so stupid! The mind plays tricks when you’re in your own world that’s fill with questions and remarks.
I had my 1st ever fight today. My "play mate"(a very good friend whom I tease and play around with A LOT!) wouldn’t talk to me or look at me, just because I called her greedy (in a semi-playful manner, but I acctually meant it). And she kept making remarks to others like "SOMEONE might say I’m greedy, so…". And I had no one to talk to. I was so lonely, so hurt, so guilty. I missed playing with her. I was alone in my own world, screaming : "I’m sorry!" Not daring to say it out loud. Maybe I was too harsh? maybe I should show her my sorrow? maybe give her a "forgive me" present? I’d do anything to be friends again. Unable to speak or have any reaction. Holding back tears.
The "problem" was resolved soon after with her finally speaking to me and me hurriedly appologising. All’s well that ends well.
Could one simple word break a long bonded friendship just like that? Or is she being too sensitive? (some ppl think so too) Or was it really all my fault? Everyone has flaws, I’ve found another one of my friend’s. Not everything will be the same after this, but who do you think was the victim?
August 6th, 2006 at 6:21 pm
there would be some days, when you feel stressed out.. or probably some really low moments you are going through.., and then suddenly your best friend came and commented your least to be desired behaviour. That would wreck havoc in you too.
Just some days, some people tend to be on the sensitive sides. Thats why, we have many falls out moments with friends during our growing up years. We are in actual , getting to know each other better, and be more sensitive towards each other.
take it easy gal…. 
No matter how much a person understand your true meaning, they still have ‘feelings’…